Moel’s Rant!

silent? not these days i say…

whatever happened to anything you say can or will be used against you? aaah the power of words, or more fittingly the power of spoken words.

recently i came across a very attractive girl, a cut above anyone else in appearance, but not necessarily in verbal usage! throw in the damns, dangs and shits in the conversation along with some pretty offensive ones and voila….you get a big no-no and turn off from my end!

call me old-fashioned or anything, isn’t a lady supposed to embody the ladyness within? she’d have to actually earn the title to be called “like a lady” but lately i haven’t been seeing nor hearing it. Several girls i know personally uttered words that i woudn’t even use as casual daily cursings, and frankly it bothers me.

so, it got me questioning about my norms and values and more importantly theirs. it also reminded me of how important in getting to know someone better before actually saying…i like you (remember the power of spoken words)

friends call me picky and guess what? i am picky and life is about process of elimination and finding the one cut above the rest from head to toe, inside outside and ladies..please..leave the potty mouths outside and earn your ladyness

a friend wrote about making decisions that would alter the future, and i totally believed this theory!

as a living breathing human, we are faced with decisions in matters of seconds. minor or major ones await us at every corner. do i take the left turn? do i call her? do i ask her out? do i kiss her?

at every corner we are altering our future whether it’s short-term or long ones. domino effect will take place as a direct result to our actions. consequences of what i’ve done, i’ll face myself….

and this it exactly why i’m opposed to what my dad has believed in for the rest of his life, FAITH or path of life.

there is no such thing as a pre-destined life or path for anyone. no one can say i was born to be this, to do that…..it’s a clean slate when you were born and we’re painting things with our actions and reactions.

we make bad decisions, TRUE, more vices than virtues, SO TRUE, but that’s the beauty of life, not knowing anything and knowing that when you take an action there’s always a reaction.

i’ll end this blog with a quote from LP’s “What I’ve Done”,

What I’ve done
I’ll face myself
To cross out what i’ve become
Erase myself
And let go of what i’ve done
Put to rest
What you thought of me
While I clean this slate
With the hands of uncertainty

life has so many stages that you wouldn’t even dream of directing it if you knew initially. heck, you wouldn’t even want to set up those stages if you got paid for it. But face it, those stages come no matter what.

love…just like life has got many stages as well, most notably liking, admiring, caring, loving and err…obssesing?

how do one describe liking? is it that tingling feel that u get when the person you like just walked past you and you had to stop and glance at her?

past that, what about admiring? is it the feeling that you have for her when u gaze upon her and say…isn’t she lovely….doesn’t she have the most warming smile you’ve ever seen, the cutest eyes, etc etc

and then from there you grow those feelings and eventually you want to care for her….

lovely and warming blog isn’t it? NOOOOT! that stops right there coz no matter how much you care for her, if she don’t bite the bait, she ain’t gonna care! surprise surprise!

moral of the blog is, don’t plan ahead! especially about love and life! let them flow, go with it and enjoy the ride.

do i move on from such a wonderful place to meet friends? some say take the step now, you’re bound to do it one day anyway…why not now?

BUT and it’s a huge but! i’m having doubts, doubts that reign over my head and keep me awake at nights thinking of my next step.

someone please tell me what to do…

To my dear friends,

Whatever you wanna call it, moving on, closing a book, flipping a chapter, swallowing the bitter pill, accepting the fact always sucks BIG time! But once you take that darndest thing past your heart and out, trust me you’ll feel much better.

true, once in a blue moon you’ll feel nostalgic about those memories, may it be the time you spent in Switzerland, Chicago, NYC, or San Francisco….or maybe memories about your time with someone meant something at a certain point. But, they’re a thing in the past, PERIOD!

everyone’s gotta cross path with suckiness, shithole, dark age, and all that in their life. i’m in one right now, but i’d like to call it dilemma instead….i’m still trying to find a way out of it and when i do….Boy i’m gonna be in so much fun and be happy about it. how do it do it? i’m making changes!

so my dear friends, ain’t no one said life is beautiful, life ain’t like butterflies, life is shitty and hard. life will eat you, chew you up and spit you out. Let’s not stand still, but we make changes too!

i’m closing my entry with a quote from Ronnie Bong who said….changes are made to better things….frequent changes are made to perfect things….make that change and be that change!

Ever since its creation, blogs have been overly rated IMO. yeah in a way it provides a media for you to rant and whine and maybe badmouth someone without them knowing BUT seriously, taking 15 minutes typing a blog, posting them on the net, waiting for the internet to connect turns out just too much of a hassle for me.

call me old-fashioned, but innit nicer to just talk about things physically and upfront about it? hehehehe

anyway, with all the hassles above, i just thought i’ll give it a run and see what blogs are all about. So, to cut things short needless to say my blog will instead be a FLOG!

see y’all on my next flog!